If only you knew…

I’m currently feeling frusterated, confused, nervous.. and sleepy.. please let me be wrong, but I think i’m on the brink of another bout of my sick spells..

i feel so, blah right now, i can’t write.. even though i want to. it’s 1am.. alkjdflksjdflakjf.. forgive as i splatter out my randomness…

i miss daddy.. he left on the 9th… awww… it’s like.. there’s a really big empty spot that i can’t fill no matter what i do..

i need my own scent… one that lasts long… like dad’s.. dad’s is that.. joop i think it’s called? when matt smelled it, he said it could last for like.. 3 days.. lol! my current scent is vanilla.. i have tons of vanilla.. different brands… same scent..

my throat feels all phelgm-y… acckk.. i always feel thirsty ever since like.. a few days ago… idk why though… drop the cold drinks though..

i wanna write a new song… hmm.. i need inspiration..

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i’m bored…

yet sleepy…

but i don’t wanna sleep..

or should i….

turn of the computer, go upstairs and sleep..

hmm..

i think i will..

after i tire of writing…

…………

i’m blank…

what to write… hmmm….

i need someone to make me smile…

i went through my old testimonials..

ahahaha! *grin* temporal stress reliever… but with long lasting effects when i look back on them..

stress… aiyah…

maybe i should sleep now…

yess i think i will…

bonne nuit mon cheries! ciao! <3

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