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Saturday, January 13th, 2007I’m currently feeling frusterated, confused, nervous.. and sleepy.. please let me be wrong, but I think i’m on the brink of another bout of my sick spells..
i feel so, blah right now, i can’t write.. even though i want to. it’s 1am.. alkjdflksjdflakjf.. forgive as i splatter out my randomness…
i miss daddy.. he left on the 9th… awww… it’s like.. there’s a really big empty spot that i can’t fill no matter what i do..
i need my own scent… one that lasts long… like dad’s.. dad’s is that.. joop i think it’s called? when matt smelled it, he said it could last for like.. 3 days.. lol! my current scent is vanilla.. i have tons of vanilla.. different brands… same scent..
my throat feels all phelgm-y… acckk.. i always feel thirsty ever since like.. a few days ago… idk why though… drop the cold drinks though..
i wanna write a new song… hmm.. i need inspiration..
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i’m bored…
yet sleepy…
but i don’t wanna sleep..
or should i….
turn of the computer, go upstairs and sleep..
hmm..
i think i will..
after i tire of writing…
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i’m blank…
what to write… hmmm….
i need someone to make me smile…
i went through my old testimonials..
ahahaha! *grin* temporal stress reliever… but with long lasting effects when i look back on them..
stress… aiyah…
maybe i should sleep now…
yess i think i will…
bonne nuit mon cheries! ciao! <3